Tarot Cards

Ever felt the yawning hunger stretch your stomach to full heights? Hear the roar from the lion's jaws, full, bellowing in throatiness. Does the empress embrace this lion, fur as rich in gold as her locks of hair flowing down her full robes? This lion is tame. He hurts not. 

German Statement of Intent

im so excited. im writing my statement of intent for my german universities now. i didnt do one for Freiburg and Tübingen - my bad, especially since im quite keen on studying in Freiburg - but im doing one for München, and Göttingen. i really wish to study in München for the things i will be studying, but im not keen with the knowledge that there are some people i know and dont necessarily like who are there. not that we'll have to cross paths, of course, far from it. but still. but i do really have good hopes for München still.

anyway, my statement of intent is going well. it feels so beautiful to be free in language, and express my deepest desires, to study, and study, and why, because im so weird. i hope they understand that, and are sympathetic, or at least empathise. empathy: reminds me of Charles Xavier, suddenly. i like that guy. i really love erik lehnsherr too, actually. his suaveness, his dressing, his charisma, the periwinkle squinty eyes. but Xavier's sense of morals is something else altogether, though i can see where erik is coming from.

i had some chicken and a stem ginger biscuit for lunch just now, so i feel all clean-dunky; it feels good. it feels good to be me.

Bear Tumble

sometimes, in the hollow of my mind, i slumber too.

Sirens' Wait

White oleanders cry out in sweet bloom, 
Redolent of poison, their fall uncharted, 
Across a terrain of white snow, a blanket 
Fallen lazy in winter's sleep, silent in the night, 
To the bugles of faded call. 

the Truth

i love the honesty with which i created this place. the bohemian ideals of Truth, Love, Beauty and Freedom - the four things i stand for. the four things i stand for, with all honesty, not for want of pride or faked coolness, but because i seriously believe, because these are what i genuinely stand for. and that's Truth. so it is with Truth that i shall write, for what no one knows is that the true artist tells the truth. we speak the truth forth, from our lips. poets know the divine. to be silly is to be blessed, said the old languages. but i also delve into my unconscious, where the moon slides a pool, this i must learn to rein in, with Truth, with honesty and integrity. to dive into the silverness and find the remnants of underneath things and creatures. clear perception, no fancy trills. lucid, luna, of the moon.